taking control

i'm feeling btr. more positive outlook and happier on most days. :)

i've starting working out, and i am pretty sure that's one of the major reasons i am feeling better..... healthier..... and thinner.

i found a great group of moms on twitter using #mamavation and every word of encouragin tweet i receive helps me a lot.

i finally went in for a physical exam. it's been over 2 years. i haven't gone for one since having supergirl. i just got a called back from my doctor, my blood test, cholesterol, blood sugar-- all good. but my white blood count is super high in urine. most likely it's a UTI. i've never had one before, or never had one that was known to myself or my doctor before. i've been having some bad cramps, but since i have my period the past week, i thought it was due to my period... now i am not so sure. so i'm kinda worried. i've made an appt to see my dr. tomorrow for an antibiotic treatment and a follow up urine test.

i've always felt like i'm immune to many things. but as i age, i know that i am not. my skin has gotten better because i've made an effort to drink more water, stop picking at my zits, and i purchased a moisturizer with salycilic acid and retinol.

i can't 'think' i'm immuned to illnesses and aging anymore, because i am not!!!

so i need to take control of my life. my sleep schedule is still very bad- thus so is supergirl's. that's my next obstacle to overcome.

wish me luck!