took supergirl to her pediatrician's office yesterday. while, she needs to gain weight- i really need to loose weight. it's been almost a month, i thought i was eating smarter, and definitely more active... but i gained 3 more pounds! (yes, i weighed myself at the office!) i'm very disappointed. i've never been this overweight in my life and friends' notice and comment on it!! that's how awful it is and how awful i feel. =( i haven't done much of any shopping for self since i was pregnant, and now everything is starting to feel tight and uncomfortable..... and i just don't care to shop. i just want to go back to my normal weight- healthy!

but, i'm secretly fearing maybe there's another reason i'm gaining so much weight? can something else be wrong with me? but is totally dragging my feet to see my doctor! =(